My mood worsened during yoga. I thought it was getting better during breathing exercises but by the time I was finished with the yoga and the poor instruction, I was finished with this place. Funny thing is Tamara was feeling the same way. We both talked about being angry and hopping the first plane out of here. Then we decided it's probably part of the process (process = break down to basics) while here along with PMS.
-PMS - is the reason why women can't lead in the government or business -
So we revelled in the anger, laughing at ourselves during dinner. We are now trying to decide if we want to go to meditation tonight. We decided to make a shirt that says: "Shut up and Meditate" and send it to the Swami here. Who - by the way - is unapproachable in my view.
I text messaged Bryan and said "OMG if i have to meditate or pray one more time, I'm going to burst into flame! ;)" I'm tired of eating rice and vegetables and my ass can't handle much more fibre. I want beef..mmmm cow.
----9:07
Meditation and chanting were livable. We decided not to stay for the music tonight. Tamara is upset because her on/off boyfriend isn't taking her calls through Skype. I have told her a few times what I have been told in the last 9 months. "It shouldn't be this hard". Life is hard enough - a relationship should be easy. I learned this lesson with Mike and it reflects in my relationship with Bryan who is so receptive and easy to get along with. I hope she works this out.
Tomorrow is my day.. beach, sun, explore Nassau, enjoy my last day in the Bahamas.
I can't believe I want to go home. But then again life is sweet at home..
After-note - We were in a bad way by the end of the day.. it felt like a nightmare or a beginning of a scary movie. We felt so weird that we were scared to leave the room.
Meditation and chanting were livable. We decided not to stay for the music tonight. Tamara is upset because her on/off boyfriend isn't taking her calls through Skype. I have told her a few times what I have been told in the last 9 months. "It shouldn't be this hard". Life is hard enough - a relationship should be easy. I learned this lesson with Mike and it reflects in my relationship with Bryan who is so receptive and easy to get along with. I hope she works this out.
Tomorrow is my day.. beach, sun, explore Nassau, enjoy my last day in the Bahamas.
I can't believe I want to go home. But then again life is sweet at home..
After-note - We were in a bad way by the end of the day.. it felt like a nightmare or a beginning of a scary movie. We felt so weird that we were scared to leave the room.
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