movin on

Well I've moved in to a rental house with a friend and her daughter. The house is old and drafty but it feels wonderful. We're working on making it a comfy home and it's making us both happy to do so.
I feel very lonely. I miss the way he paid attention to me. I can't seem to find anyone like that. I know they are out there, it's just going to take time.
I just have to fight the loneliness I feel at night when I'm sitting still. I hate that. I must keep myself busy and focused.
The opportunity for Hubby and I to get back together is there. We have a year to figure it out before my lease is up. Who knows.. either way.. we'll be happy.