General State

I am coming to an end to my second month on birth control and I have been feeling more stable than ever. Not just for a day or a week but for almost 3 weeks. I’m almost scared to admit this just in case it’s a fluke or something. I’m feeling stronger and more positive than ever. I actually accused someone of having a negative outlook on life and to try it my way. Yeeees, I was a bit tipsy, but when I looked back on that conversation on Saturday night I noticed that I was being more positive in my outlook on life. This observation was before the dressing room incident just so you know.
I signed up for tanning booth sessions on Monday. I need a little color, my white ass just looks to dimply on stage. Yes, I know, I am paranoid of skin cancer but I don’t plan on turning the color of leather, just more the color of off white. I have been blessed with several nice and sunny weekends in a row but it seems I just sleep right through the sunlight. That, my friends, depresses me greatly. There is nothing I enjoy more than a beautiful sunshiny day to play in the yard. Instead I sleep with the window open and dream of playing in the yard. This weekend I do hope to be able to sleep in the yard some. I am trying to figure out how I can do that naked!