A fun day out will put you in a romantic mood -- you may find yourself craving mushy love songs, a syrupy sweet movie, or an engrossing novel that takes place hundreds of years ago. The reality of day-to-day living might feel a bit harsh today, and an escape into fantasyland will be the perfect antidote. So stop by the video store, bookstore or record shop on your way home and pick up a dose of happy endings.
Aries:
Just because you have to deal with mundane responsibilities doesn't mean you can't have fun while you do it! Let your creativity guide you today, and you will easily come up with fun combinations, unusual arrangements and intriguing ideas that will help the day go faster. A simple thing like eating lunch a bit later will help to break up your tasks into more-interesting chunks. Plus, a revised schedule will help you see something that you've been missing.
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A severe wave of depression came over me this weekend. I guess being stable on my meds really doesn’t make that much of a difference. Or~ my instincts are that of a psychic. Jim’s Dad died on Saturday of congestive heart failure and that is about the time I hit the wall and did the slide to the floor. I’m not sure if it is coincidence but I didn’t find out about Jim’s Dad until Sunday and that just topped it all off. In my depression on Saturday night I managed to drink way too much on purpose. I did manage to hold it together and didn’t vomit nor cry but it was a close call. I remember some kid trying to get my attention and he pulled me close and whispered in my ear saying to come talk to him. He sounded like he was on some kind of crazy hallucinogen. I told the bouncer about it and the bouncer told me that the kid had just come back from Iraq, he had taken a bullet in the head and won’t ever be the same again. So I went to talk to the boy and I could barely understand what he was saying. But I think he was talking dirty to me (while trying to run his hand up my leg). Another girl soon distracted him so I quickly told her what was up and left them together feeling worse than ever. That was the slide down the wall.
Christian came to visit me on Sunday and she made me smile. That girl really is an angel. Elisha, Christian and I all went to Chili’s for early dinner. We were on our way there when I found out about Jim’s Dad. Hubby spent the whole day with Jim’s family sorting things out. He was there when Jim’s aunt told Jim about his Dad. It’s so hard to think about him sitting in a cold lonely place with no friends to comfort him. All of this because some judge had to be a hard ass and give him a serious jail sentence. There are people in jail with lesser sentences for more serious offenses.
Going backwards: Friday I found out that I have to fly to my home office in Washington state to meet everyone and do a presentation on our new Site Development Database system. There was a time when I wanted to fly out to our home office, I think that was about the time that I actually gave a shite. However now that I couldn’t give a fuck, they have now decided it’s time to take some interest in me. The thought has just got me riveted, really. But as usual going to work at the club made the whole day fade away. I chose to be on a set with Poison and Kitty and we had lots of fun together. I enjoyed my self immensely and went home and slept till noon. Today I couldn’t give a fuck less, but what else is new? It’s Monday.
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In the Media Player: Youngbloodz - Damn
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