Thursday, November 30, 2006

Penetrate the flesh of an open hand


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Yesterday’s post could be described as high and mighty and it sounds like I’m projecting myself as better than everyone. I do not want to come across like that. I don’t want to be better than everyone, how terrible would that be! I’m just recognizing a reoccurrence, a repetitive coincidence maybe. Eventually when enough people come back to you and thank you for what you have done you begin to take notice. It’s always happened to me, I don’t set out to change a life or influence a decision. A lot of people have asked my advice and for the life of me, I can’t figure out why. If they knew the turmoil that went on inside my head, they would probably take steps to have me committed. (I would enjoy the vacation) Maybe I have a great outlook on other people’s lives. I’ve even come out with a disclaimer when someone asks for my advice. Remember whom you are talking to: I have not the morals of the common person, you may or may not like my answer to your question and if you choose to follow my advice you are responsible for the outcome. If you want prudent advice, ask someone else. Hubby is the same way; he has the same things happen to him. I don’t know if he’s come out with a disclaimer or not, but I’ve only established that since I’m working in the legal field and I think those who seek answers from me should be warned.
As for the Marci dribble? I’m not the only one who has come to the conclusion that a friendship with Marci is a one-sided affair. Funny - when I spoke of her to some of her old friends we came to the same conclusion at the same time (even spoken at the same time). It’s all about Marci. I couldn’t understand at the time when her friends stopped talking to her, but now I totally get it. I feel bad in a way for turning my back on her (it’s against my nature), but my intuition says to leave her alone so that’s what I’m going to do. I’m not the same person I was when we were friends and somehow the thought of her repels me. I’m going with my instinct.
Jim’s been in jail for 4 days now and Hubby is all depressed. I miss him too but it’s just different for me I guess. Jim and Hubby would always hang out together while I was at work. That was great because someone would be there to keep him busy and distract him. Jim mentioned something about house arrest, we’re hoping he can do that. That would be so much better!
Today I am dealing with a sinus infection that I’m hoping to get over before tomorrow. Nothing like dancing with a pounding headache. It won’t be the first time. I’ll be fine as long as the snot stays inside my head. That reminds me… I need to get some mentos I have an experiment I want to do at work. Ever heard of putting Mentos in soda? It explodes! Whoo fun!
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