Spiderweb

I writhe,
I struggle,
I breathe,
I do it all again.

I cannot stop, I cannot focus, I act on instict and desire. I am a catostrophic nightmare. I am the spider caught in her own web. I am addicted to the struggle. I can be free if I cut the strings but I cling to them like a fiend. I cannot stand the thought of letting go.