I slept so good last night. I have noticed that I sleep better progressively throughout the week and by Thursday I’m chipper and awake. I think it may be that my body has finally stopped aching from dancing. That and I’m finally catching up on the sleep I’ve lost from working so much. Thank god hubby understands. He’s so incredible! I realized this week that if it wasn't for my real job, I wouldn't take the time to detox and get my life back on track. I would be in a never ending circle of drinking. Instead of sobering through the week and drinking on the weekends. I will really have to focus on this problem when the time comes to quit my real job.
I’m ready to take on another weekend at the club. This time I’m drinking responsibly. No really!
Casey tried to call me in on Tuesday. I replied and said that I was really sorry but I couldn’t. I didn’t get a reply saying I was fired so that’s a good thing. However, I have been thinking about taking some time off from the club. I’m running myself into the ground and I really need a break. I think a month off from the club and a week off from my real job will help me get myself a bit back to ‘normal’.
One of my models is rumored to be on heroin. I’m at a quandary as to what to do about it. She did a 2008 calendar and she will have lots of promotional opportunities if I keep her with the team. On the other hand if I keep her and my clients find out, it won’t do anything good for the company. I’ve been putting off the drug test but I know I shouldn’t do it for long.
That’s about all I have for now.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment