Things I'm happy for A-Z

Some days I wake up sad. I get depressed and I feel down. Today is one of those days. My heart aches just to sit on my husbands lap and hold him tightly. You wouldn't have known it but he's been gone for 3 years. Not physically but mentally and emotionally. Caught up in a web that effected him and me both. Now that I have him back, I want to cling to him. I can't breathe just thinking about him not being next to me. He went to his ex sister in law's this weekend to go boating. I broke down when I found out he was leaving. Even though I would spend most of my weekend working and sleeping, I couldn't bare thinking of being home alone without him. He came home Sunday afternoon, and except for working and sleeping I've been next to him ever since. I know this is an unhealthy feeling. I don't feel stable and I don't know what to do about it. So I'm just going to write down what I feel thankful for A to Z.

Air

Breathing

Cats

Dogs

Eucalyptus

Fun

Green grass

Hearts

Internet

Journeys

Keepsakes

Lovers

Money

Nuzzling

Orgasms

Passion

Quiet

Rest

Snuggling

Thanks

Understanding

Vacations

Wings

XOXO

Yards

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