It is Weiner Wednesday! I missed WW last week cause I was so busy being on vacation. So you get two weiners on one day! Hope you can handle 'em!
Several movies I suggest you do not watch...
1. Afro Samarai - Anime not good.
2. Fit to Strip - not so much a movie but a fitness video with Carmen Electra. It has no stripping involved. Actually, Carmen doesn't show any skin what-so-ever! It's an aerobics instruction video. I was hoping to see a few new moves to add to my routine.
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Coming back from vacation really makes me depressed (compound that with PMS). I really don't like being in here. I really need to get OUT!
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I saw Black-Eyed Susans on my way home from work yesterday. I was having a conversation on my cell phone when my mind went blank. I love Black-Eyed Susans, suddenly I remembered the time of year. Close to the anniversary of my father's death. It still hurts, I still have the memories of him in the hospital. I still shut out all my friends and family. I can't place exactly why, I just find it so hard to let myself out again. I miss my big bro and big sis (my father's kids) but I can't bring myself to call them. I freeze up, I don't know what to say. I'm getting choked up just thinking about picking up the phone and calling them. I know I need to contact them because they are slipping away and I feel panicked about that.
1 comment:
I wish there was some way to make things easier for you this time of year...time doesn't heal all wounds, if you ask me. If you call your brother and sister, I hope it helps to ease the pain.
Beautiful photo of the black-eyed susans.
and shouldn't every wednesday be weiner wednesday?
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