That won’t be until February I imagine. Kitty wants me to go to England with her and I think that’ll be a great escape. Yeah, I really think so.
Yesterday was not a very good day. It’s totally my fault for shutting out my family. I think I’ve had enough of that. Compound a dreary day with an aimless drive that ended up at the cemetery and you’ve got my day in a nutshell. Hubby tried really hard to make me feel better but he wasn’t having a very good day either. Normally I would find a short work week inviting because I can’t wait to get back to the club. Today, I find that I don’t want it to come so fast. Maybe this all has to do with working three days in a row at the club. It does tend to burn me out fast. Worse yet, I have to work three days next weekend too! Worser still! I have to work on New Years Eve! And the scary part about that… Hubby is aloud to come in for that evening only. He doesn’t feel comfortable about it and therefore, I sure as hell don’t. I think he’s comfortable without the visual images of me dancing naked in front of strangers. Once he actually gets to see it… life may change. {cringe} ~ Mental Note: It only changes if you let it.
As for my Friday horoscope, I did have to react positively. Fuck that. I fell back into the same hole I had drug myself out of the preceding week. Luckily, I saw the signs this time and luckily I didn’t loose the true friend out of the whole process. Next time, I fight it.
I haven’t studied my horoscopes for the past couple of days. I have glanced at them but they’re not making much sense to me. And today’s can go to hell too. I am not interested in stepping out of my comfort zone. I’d like to nestle deep inside away from the pain… or at least keep close to the pain I’m familiar with. As for helping others… I am game, I like to do that.
Taurus:
Spending so much time with like-minded people has been great for the harmony in your life, but it hasn't been too intellectually stimulating. Today, take some time to get into a scholarly debate -- or at least eavesdrop on a conversation you would never have yourself. You should definitely not go out looking for a fight, but it would not be a bad idea to step out of your comfort zone and experience a little bit of conflict right now. It will strengthen your resolve.
Aries:
When a surge of energy enters you today, use it to help others. Instead of diving into a fun project or a favorite hobby (or hitting the mall), find out who needs some help around the house. An older family member will be very appreciative of the extra pair of hands. And you'll feel good because you'll know that you have the right priorities. Giving to others enables you to connect with others, which is something that you should never take for granted.
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