I think that during my endeavor to 'let go' something inside me decided that was a bad idea and sent my inner child running and grasping and fighting for air. Now I don’t really put much into this inner child thingy that my psychologist told me about but I’ll tell you what… once I start ignoring her she starts throwing a fit and takes over. Good Lord look out when that happens because she’s one needy little bitch.
Everything is working itself out now, it’s funny that once you give up and let go things just fall into place (thanks Matt v2.0). No things aren't fixed but I see things differently now. Like I said before, something will give and all truths will be revealed.
I really like to think of myself as independent and tough. I’m figuring out that life isn’t complete without friends. Having grown up with ‘friends’ (more like backstabbing acquaintances) that have come and gone, I’ve never really put much merit into having them. Now that I’m allowing myself to open up, I find that I need them more than ever. Why? Well because I like the relationship, the mutual understanding, the different outlook on life, opinions, great conversations and best of all for me… making them smile. Who knew I would get such great satisfaction out of making another person smile.
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My Horoscope for today: Take things slowly and try not to be impatient with any new relationships that are developing. Everyone needs to do things at his or her own pace, and you have to respect that. Besides, the people in your life right now aren't going anywhere anytime soon! Relax and remember that there is no stopwatch running. You should also be mindful of the fact that many people love the chase more than the acquisition. Do not give the impression that you aren't worth pursuing
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